Nine months since I last posted and I wish I could say I was living life in the fast lane or something, but I wasn’t. I was really just maintaining. Finding joy in little things and times I could be outside enjoying fresh air. Let’s be real, we still haven’t been able to do much because Covid is still out here having babies and crap! However, the world is opening up a little and people are getting out again. Only to find a whole war going on and inflation. I am really starting to wonder what is happening to the world we live in. In these nine months, I have been adapting to our world that is forever changed. I have been thinking about the food shortage and should I start growing vegetables in my basement since I don’t know how safe it may be for me to grow them outside with all that is going on. My thoughts have been on surviving, thriving and being intentional. Surviving the interesting yet difficult time and space we are in now. Making windows of enjoyment to thrive daily. Being intentional about all I do and say. Praying to give birth to beautiful things to share with friends and family the best way I know how. As I continue to adjust and learn new things, I am hoping that others are doing the same and refuse to give up. These past two years have been traumatizing and some gave up in the middle of it all. I think we all understand that pain on some level, but we can’t give up or throw in the towel. We have to press on and continue to find the beauty in life and all of its uncertainty. Press forward not only for you and yours, but for those who decided it was too hard.
9 Months….and no baby!
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I'm a single mother of two children, recently divorced. Survivor of mental, physical and emotional abuse. View more posts