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WTF

So, I am pretty sure this was never a top choice for a title for my blog, but hear me out. I straight had a complete breakdown. So the ‘f’ can stand for fudge ‘cause stuff really hit the fan for me. I have struggled with keeping my house together since the children and IContinue reading “WTF”

9 Months….and no baby!

Nine months since I last posted and I wish I could say I was living life in the fast lane or something, but I wasn’t. I was really just maintaining. Finding joy in little things and times I could be outside enjoying fresh air. Let’s be real, we still haven’t been able to do muchContinue reading “9 Months….and no baby!”

I’m Back!

I took a little break, friends! Sorry I did this without warning but I was overwhelmed. Working from home, helping the kids with their school work and trying to make sure they were paying attention along with all of my other motherly duties and responsibilities, I had to check out for a moment. I findContinue reading “I’m Back!”

Netflix and Chill?

Whyyyy, why is this the vibe now? I mean this was going on before the pandemic, but I just want to know why we are so far away from actually dating?! Like, after my divorce this is all I have been approached with. Dudes wanna come by and chill and wanna eat and watch aContinue reading “Netflix and Chill?”

Don’t Be So Hard On Yourself

I must be honest, I didn’t take a vacation or anything, I just lost the will to write. Not that I didn’t want to, I just didn’t have the drive for it. We have been in this pandemic for a long period of time….over a year to be exact. During this time I have realizedContinue reading “Don’t Be So Hard On Yourself”

Lessons

So, here we are, a whole month in to 2021! I waited a bit to post just because, I wanted to walk around a bit in the quiet of the new year. We have a lot or a few expectations when a new year arrives. We, at times like this, will put quite a fewContinue reading “Lessons”

Holiday

This has been a holiday like no other! Can’t say that I have been in the holiday mood or anything. I really feel that Covid has killed a lot of holiday joy. I haven’t hit rock bottom, but with PTSD, I can say I have been more stressed out and in need of more timeContinue reading “Holiday”

Narcissist and Love

I have always wondered how some people could marry for money or status. I can’t fake love, but many people do, especially a narcissist. Believe it or not, the man I married was just a figment of my imagination. He pretended to be this sweet guy that was kind, considerate and protective. I had noContinue reading “Narcissist and Love”

What’s Been Up?

It’s been a while since I have posted. I am pretty sure I said this in the last post as well, but just walk with me. Lol…There has been so much going on lately. I recently had my meds updated. I had to do an online doctor’s appointment and it was interesting. Like I literallyContinue reading “What’s Been Up?”

Pain and the Opposite Sex

Whether it is physical, emotional, or mental, it hurts. I thought that when I left my significant other, that the pain would melt away, that I would be free from the anguish that I endured with him. Funny thing is that, the pain turns up in different ways after it’s over. In the course ofContinue reading “Pain and the Opposite Sex”