Abuse – Conversations With Lotus

WTF

So, I am pretty sure this was never a top choice for a title for my blog, but hear me out. I straight had a complete breakdown. So the ‘f’ can stand for fudge ‘cause stuff really hit the fan for me. I have struggled with keeping my house together since the children and IContinue reading “WTF”

9 Months….and no baby!

Nine months since I last posted and I wish I could say I was living life in the fast lane or something, but I wasn’t. I was really just maintaining. Finding joy in little things and times I could be outside enjoying fresh air. Let’s be real, we still haven’t been able to do muchContinue reading “9 Months….and no baby!”

I’m Back!

I took a little break, friends! Sorry I did this without warning but I was overwhelmed. Working from home, helping the kids with their school work and trying to make sure they were paying attention along with all of my other motherly duties and responsibilities, I had to check out for a moment. I findContinue reading “I’m Back!”

Pain and the Opposite Sex

Whether it is physical, emotional, or mental, it hurts. I thought that when I left my significant other, that the pain would melt away, that I would be free from the anguish that I endured with him. Funny thing is that, the pain turns up in different ways after it’s over. In the course ofContinue reading “Pain and the Opposite Sex”

Temperature Check

So, how is it going? I haven’t been as consistent with blogging as I would like. Life has been happening. My children have returned to school virtually and I am also working from home. I had to get things in order to make a good, comfortable work space for all of us. Gone are theContinue reading “Temperature Check”

LOST

Before I met him, I was heavy into photography, painting, writing and holistic health. There were many more things I was interested in as well, however these definitely had my heart. When I think back, I can see where I stopped picking up a paint brush and stopped reading books. I enjoyed reading because itContinue reading “LOST”

Your Thoughts…

We have been talking a lot about getting away from toxic people, namely significant others. I’m sure if you are in a situation or have been, you have so many racing thoughts. I can say from my personal experience, my thoughts ranged from trying to make it work, staying positive, figuring out when or howContinue reading “Your Thoughts…”

Walk Away?!?

These words may make you cringe. Truthfully, it’s one of the best things you can do for your own sanity. No matter your situation, you can do this. People change when they can’t control you. They may go to the extremes to get you back or try to hurt you because you don’t want toContinue reading “Walk Away?!?”